I think I may have figured out why I'm not happy with life. I'm a dreamer. This structured, over-planned, money-driven existence that we have created for ourselves just isn't going to work for me. People can spend their entire lives slaving away at a job they don't really enjoy just to survive. So what's my new plan? I'm going to slave away for as long as is absolutely necessary and then I'm going to buy my dream, because that's really the only way it works now-a-days.