"Trying"
Lifehouse (again)

Could you let down your hair
And be transparent for a while
Just a little while
See if your human after all
Honesty is a hard attribute to find
When we all want to seem like we've got it all figured out
I may be the first to say that I don't have a clue
I don't have all the answers
And god I pretend like I do just
Trying to find my way
Trying to find my way the best that I know how

Well I haven't memorized all the cute things to say
But I'm working on it
Maybe I'll master this art for today
I'd I qoute all the line off the top of my head
And you'd be
I dont understand all of these things Ive read
Im just trying to find my way
Trying to find my way
Trying to find my way the best that I know how

Well I havent drawn it or figured out quite yet
But even if it takes my whole life
To get to where I need to be
And if I should fall to the bottom of the end
I'll be one step back to you
I'm trying to find my way
Trying to find my way
Oh, I'm trying to find my way
Trying to find my way

Pay attention to their lyrics, they are very truthful and very good. This song is how I'm feeling right now. I wish that I could figure me out, or some one else....

I cannot wait until school is over! I'm ready to relax, to go to the lake, to not do any studying!!! Papers are the devil. So are tests. The funny thing is I am totally swamped right now, and yet I am not stressing. Ofcourse tomorrow, after I've only had like 2 hours of sleep, I'm sure things will be different. I had a great birthday yesterday. My 21st has definitely been the best one so far. It was so much fun going to the bars with a big group of friends on a Tuesday :) Thanks guys! Ya'll are the greatest!!!