So as I'm sitting here I keep wondering what's going to become of my life? Is it just going to continue on this wayward road where I twist and turn and get all confused...or will it straighten out and become clear? I wish that I would atleast know what to prepare myself for. Just sitting here, in some elses room, not sleeping, thinking about life....

Well I believe there's someone watching over you
They're watching every single thing you say
And when you die they'll sit you down and take you through
You'll realize one day

That the grass is always greener on the other side
The neighbour's got a new car that you want to drive
And the time is running out
You wanna stay alive
We all live under the same sky
We all will live we all will die
There is no wrong there is no right
The circle only has one side

We all try to live our lives in harmony
For fear of falling swiftly overboard
But life is both a major and a minor key
Just open up the chord

~Travis "Side"

The last thing I want to be
is what they expect me to become
and yet that is what I have been striving for...

(more comments on this after finals)